Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Dark & Light



THREE THINGS CAN NOT LONG BE HIDDEN:
THE SUN, THE MOON and THE TRUTH and to that I'll ADD MICHELLE.

That girl above exists both here and there simutaneously. In and out of consciousness, from darkness to light, I can go from one extreme to another in a matter of seconds like the speed of lightening. When feeling insecure, I've mastered the skill of retreating into a dream state only to arise feeling stronger than a one hundred year old oak tree. My thoughts are my safe haven, a place I go to refuel and find strength needed to face day to day encounters. I can go to that place without leaving physically and nobody would ever know. I am always torn between here and there, darkness and light. This picture gives a very accurate of the person I WAS & AM NOW. My childhood and early adult life was very dark although there were always moments of light, darkness often hovered nearby. I needed the darkness to help me develop into that butterfly. I have realized a most important lesson: The darkness in my life helped me to define what light was. So just as light is necessary, so is darkness. I embrace them both. They are both part of my existence both past, present and almost certain future. I have been brought out of darkness into the marvelous light and this one thing I know for sure, I WILL ALWAYS EMERGE LIGHTER THAN I WAS BEFORE. I am the face of both sides of that coin. I am oil and water. I am cold and hot. I am in and out. I am up and down. I am consciousness and unconsciousness. I am that I am.



Peace, Love, Light and yes, darkness.

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I am crystal clear, unselfish, devoted, demanding little, always sacrificing myself for others but learning to put myself first!I seek salvation within myself, I always strive for total self - sufficiency and self - reliance.